im sensitive. do i need to say more?

oh. hahaha. and guess whattt? i cried in class last friday. HAHAH! stewpidd.
it was English class. dah lah memang duduk depan batang hidung teacher, so yeah lah.
i cried in front of her. gedebushh keluar air mata. haha.
i dont care what other people would say, as long as im satisfied, i've showed how i felt,
so yess.. puas hati. haha.
to me, if by crying would make me feel better, I WILL and IM GONNA CRY no matter where i am, what'll happen next or who's with me. janji hati saya puasss.. biar lah apa orang nak kata.
KAU APEHALL?! haha. :P

the reason why is because, as you know, we're gonna have MUET this October.
so like, before the real MUET, we have to do a test. On speaking & writing.
so, each of us were given a task. by group.
so i have one on my own. BUT with 3 boys. shit. yes. 3 freaking immature guys.
ahaha. nahh kidding. :D

so then, that friday, teacher asked each groups when do we wanna do our speaking test,
either that afternoon or this monday.
so i was like, lets do it today lahh kan? the sooner the better. tapayah da nak serabut otak fikir pasal benda alah ni da lepas ni.
but then, one of my group members, (i wont mention his name ehhh)
he said that he's going back home this afternoon at 4.30pm.
teacher suruh buat at 4! but he still refuses to do it. WHAT THE FUCK!?
ha. keluar terus. geram.

sempat je la kann? berapa lama sangatt laa test tu. membebe-bebel, dah habis.
adohhh. but then, he still macam, "aku nak balik, aku nak balikkk..ehehehe."
buat muka sengal, tersengih-sengih macam kerang busuk.
TENSION GILA BANGANGGGGGGG!
at the same time, cikgu pun tanya la kat group lain yang available.
siapa yang nak buat time tu.
tengok², time tengah bengang dengan mamat sengal tu, group lain dah amek giliran tu dulu.
so, dah full. another 2 groups kena buat on monday.
my group & another group lah. SHIT! ha.

padahal, if buat on the same day, teacher akan tolong la sikit.
bagi advice, bagi tips. but then, sebab dia menggelabah sangatttt, and cikgu pun bengang sebenarnya, terus cikgu cakap, groups yang buat on monday,
teacher takkan tolong langsung. as in, LANGSUNNGGGGGG.
memang masa tu, my face bengang gila lahhhh.
marah sedih geram tension bengang angry semua sinonim ada lahh.

then cikgu pass around name list untuk ktorg isi.
who's gonna be Candidate A, Candidate B, C and D. teacher suruh discuss.
as in, BERCAKAPPP. kena semua agree, siapa yang nak jadi A B C or D.
but then, i was the laaaaaaaaaaast person yang dapat that name list.
and guess what? dorg semua letak nama dekat B C and D.
so i end up being Candidate A. yay me! shit la korg.
ha. amek. keluar macam² da ni. haha.

da la candidate A kena start dulu task tu. bangang.
takut ckp je la kan. lelaki ape tahh. ha. semua benda cakap da ni.
ahahaha.

that time, teacher perasan, that i was not in the mood.
my face memang jelas terpancar lahh. so she asked me whats wrong.
and myself pulak, memang jenis yang, tak boleh ditanyaa.
if tengah sedih, jangan ditanya sebab apa. no. dont.
IF tanya, memang time tu jugak, immediately air mata jatuh menjunam.
haha. hiperbola gylaa.

so, hm. she asked. apalagi. gedebushhhh. air mata jatuh berlinangan.
so she came close to me. she asked whats the problem.
i told her whats wrong. then dia cam, tolong lahh.
she gave me some tips & advices yang she gave to other groups who'll be doing the test that afternoon.
dia bagitau la serba-serbi itu ini. so cam, tengah ada sisa-sisa lepas menangis tu, i thanked her.
memang that time, sayangg gila la kat cikgu. pahamm je kan. haha.
THANK YOUUUU TEACHER! i love you. you're the sweetest thing. :)

so since today is saturday, i'll be doing the test lusa.
with those 3 blind mice. urgh.
pray for me so that i'll get good marks.
high marks. hee.

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