klcc & MOAG

as you know,
dari August 1st to August 3rd 2008,
dekat KLCC ada PC Fair.
yeahh. my dad has been waiting for it since last month.
because nak beli barang² baru untuk rumah.
example, ganti komputer bodoh ni. =.=
& not to mention, new stuffs for his kids.
haha.

ktorg pegi on saturday.
mula-mula he said nak pegi on sunday.
tukar plan pulak.
ktorg gerak petang.
sebab pagi tu, i have add maths tuition.
around 3 keluar rumah.
sampai sana 4.30pm. =.=

why? pfft.
biasa la KL. traffic jam thp mega.
ktorg parking pun dekat hospital. HAHA.
then terpaksa jalan melalui Taman KLCC tu pegi Convention Center.

oh yeah. hm.
melalui Taman KLCC tu, something yang menyedihkan happened to me.
my parents pegi lalu jalan tempat bie & me pernah duduk dulu.
terbayang ktorg duduk atas rumput tu,
cakap-cakap, gelak wtv sume.
i remember exactly what happened masa tu.

saya tenungggg je tempat ktorg duduk tu.
kaki berjalan, tapi mata static dekat situ.
my parents da jauh kat depan.
makin lama jalan makin dekat dengan tempat ktorg tu,
& pada masa yang sama jugak, permata jernih jatuh ke pipi.
gosh. i quickly wipe my tears off.
terus pandang tempat lain.
tak nak pandang situ da.

but then, dekat entrance Convention Center tu, teringat lagi.
ada satu masa ni, he took my picture curi-curi.
i was playing with my phone.
ktorg cakap-cakap dekat depan tu, tunggu my brother who was not even there.
salah tempat. =.=
bila teringat benda tu, i quickly pandang bawah & kuatkan volume my iPod.
terus nyanyi ikut lagu dalam iPod tu.
tak nak fikir. ikut je mommy & daddy di depan.

this was really stupid.
masa dekat dalam Convention Center, biasalah orang ramai.
&& i have no idea why,
i was hoping that i'd bump to him.
i was hoping he'd be there, so that i can meet him. talk to him. look at his face.
i was hoping that maybe, just maybe, he was there, looking at me from a distance.
when my parents was busy tengok² barang here & there,
i was looking around, trying to find a familiar face,
a face that i miss very much,
a face that i've been longing to look at.
a person i've not seen for a while.
how i wish i can meet him.
how i wish i can tell him how much i miss him.
how i wish i can tell him how much i love him.
how i wish i can tell him that he means a lot to me, & that i want him back.
but i found nothing.
nothing at all.
& i went home disappointed.

not to look obvious,
i tried to concentrate on the songs in my iPod.
pasang lagu tu kuat².
so that i wont think of anything else.
on the way back,
ktorg lalu jalan sama ktorg datang.
nampak lagi tempat itu.
i refused to look.
pandang straight je. hm.

masa dalam KLCC & Taman KLCC,
i saw banyak couples.
they were holding hands, hugging each other,
sharing their food, sitting together & etc.
sedih gila rasa. i miss those moments.
my mind terus flashback balik semua benda.
haih. if only you knew.

we reached home around 8pm. lambat tuuu.
at 11pm, i watched MTV Asia Awards.
for a moment, lupa apa yang jadi siang tadi.
focus gila dekat MAA.
habis MAA, dekat HBO ada Memoirs Of A Geisha.
tak pernah tengok lagi, so tengok la sampai habis.
cerita tu habis around 3.15am.

i went to bed around 3.30am.
tak boleh tidur. i think too much.
cerita MOAG tu agak romantic,
so masa tengah tengok cerita tu,
sedih gila. teringat tahap mega.
betapa sejati cinta & perasaan Sayuri & Pengerusi tu.
drang tempuh macam-macam dugaan.
orang try nk pisahkan drang la,
Sayuri terpaksa layan lelaki lain la, wtv wtv,
but their feelings for each other tak pernah berubah.
&& in the end, drang together.
its a happy ending.
guess what? i cried. HAH!
melodramatic. haha. pfft.

will my story be like that in the movie? :|

1 comment

bie said...

i miss you too :)